Lyric & Lisa - my angels..

Dream Lyric… dream of a better tomorrow, a new world will come… have faith my love, hope will take you there. There are no such things as boundaries, please never look back; live… live w/ the thought and reality that you are loved. Always share your smile, is your presentation card to the world… No one will take the truth from your heart. Dream baby… the possibilities are endless if you truly believe… I will always be there for you, my thoughts and prayers are engraved in your life. Love will triumph… and we will succeed, for our Lord Jesus Christ told me so…

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Lisa... Angel… my whole life I give to thee… I will never get tire to let you know that you are my inspiration, my motivation, my love and my kin… together with you is where I replenish my eyes and strengthen my soul…. All I need in my life is God, Lyric and you… my trinity; my truth… next to you is where home is… I love you…

Forever with you

I pray that my love will one day soon be a perfect piece to fit the puzzle that is your heart… I love you for who you are and for the person I can become with you by my side… a better man…

A quote by Emmet Fox, an Irish poet… his poem embodies how I feel about our love, our situation, our future…

There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer,
no disease that enough love will not heal,
no door that enough love will not bridge,
no wall that enough love will not throw down,
no sin that enough love will not redeem... It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble, how hopeless the outlook, how muddled the tangle, how great the mistake. A sufficient realization of love will dissolve it all. If only you could love enough, you could be the happiest and most powerful being in the world...

Te amo Angel…may I have forever with you?

Perez Lewis Family

There’s only you in my life, you are the light of my day… forgive me if I never gave up, for I believed… I believe in our love, in our chance to exercise our right to be happy with each other. If the world wants to lie, and shed doubts in you, to try to do right by you, by sharing their “concerns” with you… them why don’t they tell you this instead…

Tell her I need her, tell her I am in love with her, tell her that life will be alright, that God is rebuilding my life for her, that I’m hers to keep, that my future is my family. That Danny never gave up, that Danny also suffered, also cried, that pain was also my companion… that now I smile because of and for you.

You are my lady…
pray with me, laugh with me, live with me, be with me….
I have been blessed, for there are two angels by my side…
I love you both, now … forever … and always.

Let me speak bold for a second... hear me out...

I’m ready to love you, to love you forever… you said I love you, you set your heart free, you gave in to love. Behold, for all cynics out there, for the non believers… I give to you the Perez Lewis Family.

Stress & Reason

“I am no longer a true believer in this” she said… what do I say to this? What do I do? How do I truly respond? I am bound to the promise I made to her, that I will step aside if she decided that there’s nothing here worth pursuing. I thought we were cool, but my desire to love made me blind, there is still plenty of pain, resentment and fear in this picture. I will do anything for your love, and your love is your happiness, even if your love does not include me. Angel I need you, I love you, and truthfully your happiness is a greater priority than the feelings engrave in my heart.

A letter, an action, a kiss, a hug, a touch is not enough, the wound is deep. I had the most wonderful week with you, we laughed, we shared jokes, we talked, we saw eye to eye, you embrace me and I embraced you. We kept telling each other that the past is the past, that we are working for something here... We were enjoying our company, practicing the right to be a family, but to what cost? To remind you at the end of the day of your fears, and mistrust, I don’t want to do that to you, confuse you or stress you. My goal is to see you ladies happy…

If anything happens, continue moving forward and be strong, don’t look back, and worry about me, I will be fine… maybe one day you can tell her Daddy was a good man…

sometimes the heart does things for reason
that even reason can not understand... everyones deserves the chance to find true love, and love that you can live with and be truly happy with.. I pray that you will soon find yours...

Tenderly yours,
Lito

Acceptance

I write today, with hope and acceptance. Acceptance, such a cruel unkind word, but very much needed this time around. My body was tampered, I made wrong use of it, however my heart was kept pure for her, the words “I love YOU” never left my lips, those words were only said to her, and only her. I want to cry, I want to cry so bad, I’m going to lay my head on my pillow tonight, and cry one last time. I will seal my feelings away with each tear; try to drown my love for her away. I will accept the reality; accept my wrong doings, my wrong choices, and my inability to understand her and love her as she wanted to be loved. Am I fooling myself? How can such love ever come to past? As long as she and I are breathing, the memories of our sweet details and gestures will be alive in our hearts; the flowers, the conversations, the kisses, the lunches, the 15mins breaks, the lovemaking and our hugs. One of the worst pains is to love somebody that does not love you back; someone that shares there I love yous w/ someone else and not you.

There are times that I hide myself away in the corner of my solitude, I’m sorry, when no one is watching, I close my eyes, cry, and dream. I want the best for her, the very best… I want to see her happy, she must know plenty of men that will make her so much happier than I will. May be I will just be solely a memory to just laugh about in the future…. I do pray for a better tomorrow… Sorrow looks back, worry looks around, but FAITH looks up. Lord, grant me patience to endure!

I must not make a fool of myself and see things for the way they are…. Lo siento mi angel…I’m sorry my angel

Today, you gave me a kiss…..
And I kissed you back….

Long live your happiness, your new beginnings, you deserve love, and love deserves you… love you big and bold… always…

-Lito

Happy One month Bday Lyric!

One month later… you are growing more beautiful by the day. You are the light to my existence, the air to my lungs, the evolution and refinement of my faith. Your existence is ordained by God, you are a jewel to the heavens, and you are your father’s daughter. Come hell or high water, there is no changing that. My strength is your strength; my weakness is your wisdom. Your soul is pure and untarnished; your faith in life will be my legacy.

The human spirit is the only hope to humanity. For the heart has been polluted by doubts, lies and insecurities, we humans love to love but at the same time we love to doubt at all cost. Lyric there’s nothing that prayer can not fix, put prayer behind you, put prayer in front of you, and allow prayer to be with you.

Your dad is not a perfect man, your dad has committed errors, and I have falter. However my lady, I was shaken but not broken, you are my inspiration, I will be healed. I want to be a better man, a man that no matter what you might hear, you will know that your dad loved, loves you and forever will, for you’re my flesh and blood. I love you big and bold.

The adversary is working part-time, full time, over time lately. But love will prevail, mark my words, joy will come in the morning. Every cloud will clear, and all evil doers will be cast to the depth of solitude, far away from you.

In the name of Jesus Christ, our Father, I pray.
Happy one month Birthday Lyric – Feliz Cumpleaños.
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