Stress & Reason

“I am no longer a true believer in this” she said… what do I say to this? What do I do? How do I truly respond? I am bound to the promise I made to her, that I will step aside if she decided that there’s nothing here worth pursuing. I thought we were cool, but my desire to love made me blind, there is still plenty of pain, resentment and fear in this picture. I will do anything for your love, and your love is your happiness, even if your love does not include me. Angel I need you, I love you, and truthfully your happiness is a greater priority than the feelings engrave in my heart.

A letter, an action, a kiss, a hug, a touch is not enough, the wound is deep. I had the most wonderful week with you, we laughed, we shared jokes, we talked, we saw eye to eye, you embrace me and I embraced you. We kept telling each other that the past is the past, that we are working for something here... We were enjoying our company, practicing the right to be a family, but to what cost? To remind you at the end of the day of your fears, and mistrust, I don’t want to do that to you, confuse you or stress you. My goal is to see you ladies happy…

If anything happens, continue moving forward and be strong, don’t look back, and worry about me, I will be fine… maybe one day you can tell her Daddy was a good man…

sometimes the heart does things for reason
that even reason can not understand... everyones deserves the chance to find true love, and love that you can live with and be truly happy with.. I pray that you will soon find yours...

Tenderly yours,
Lito