I pray for your future

Tonight I speak from the pain in my heart...

The Reasons of why you are doing this can not possibly out weight the everlasting damages you are creating. TRUTH & Love will prevail. I might have been severely shaken but not broken. Tears may flow in the night, but Joy will come in morning -Psalm 30:5 ...You will be left alone w/ ur lies, the anger you indulged in and the hatred you showered me with. I was left with a destructive emotion. God knows I do not resent you. Although, I felt betrayed, not believed in and lied to. You capitalized on the moment and acted purely from hate, anger and words you were fed from evil doers. You were never really harming me; you were only harming yourself with your ignorant vicious crippling damaging behavior. To every tale there are two sides ...however I truly pray for your future because you decided to listen to only one.

Your presence is a gift to the world

-Loved Angel,

Your presence is a gift to the world, You're unique and one of a kind. Your life can be what you want it to be... Take it one day at a time. Count your blessings, not your troubles, And you'll make it through what comes along. Tomorrow will be a better and brighter day. Within you are all answers you seek... Love, Understand, Have Courage & Humility, and please be strong yet humble. Don't put limits on yourself, all your dreams are waiting to be realized. Don't leave important decisions to chance... Reach for your peak, your goal, and your prize. Nothing wastes more energy than worrying... The longer a problem is carried, the heavier it gets. Make time to focus on the solution not on the problem itself. Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets. Remember that a little love goes a long way... Remember that a lot goes forever. Remember that love is a wise investment, Life's true treasures are people...together. Be happy in all you do, for you were and are happiness to me. And don't ever forget for even a day... How very loved and special YOU are.

once again....Happy Birthday Angel

The Phoenix

Be patient as God is patient, loving as God is loving...

reject harshness, bitterness, condescension, the militant spirit

which sees those who differ as enemies.

The Christian programme is simple: love, love; goodness, goodness...

see in every human being a beloved brother/sister and friend.

Reflection:

There is no pain that can last a hundred years or someone who can resist it for such long. There are moments that I tend to regret and others that I do not, because I can not forget them, I can only ACCEPT THEM. If the Phoenix rose from its ashes to fly once more high in the skies, than I will renounce my chains and emancipate myself from the aftermath of your resentment & hatred, I will revoke evil & sadness. So I can live, truly LIVE and once again do what I was born to do...

Poeam XV de Pablo Neruda - Me gusta cuando callas...

Your laughter by Pablo Neruda - Dedicated to my Angel

...Find strength in each tear I cry.

Excerpts of the song - Ribbon In The Sky
by Stevie Wonder

...Oh so long for this night I've prayed
That a star would guide you my way
To share with me this special day
Where a ribbon's in the sky for our love ...

...LOVE, we can't lose with God on our side.
We'll find strength in each tear we cry...

Reflection:

You are so afraid of being hurt, that you don't realize that you are hurting everyone around you. Love deserves a fair chance, not fears or doubts to fall. You can choose to hate & despise me today, however I will love you tomorrow even more than I loved you today. My love is strong enough to let you go, in secret I will shed my silent tears. I want you happy and I want the very best for you,

Happy Birthday Angel.

...Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry...

I pity some people, do you want to know why?
Because most people will never know anything behond what they see with their own two eyes. How can humanity, how can a human being hold so much anger?

Some say that sometimes anger
can help you survive... So can FAITH!
So can the believe of a better tomorrow, that not every human being is out to hurt you or get you. Cynicism can destroy and diminish any good or any opportunity for a brighter and joyful tomorrow. Furthermore we might be too concern or clouded by doubts and insecurities to see that we are not meant to live our lives alone. That we must coexist and not let the devil or evil penetrate our minds, the devil does not fight us in the open but within us, and it is in our minds that the good battle is fought.

My message is simple, my message is clear, my message is LOVE

...In your anger, do not sing, do not let the sung go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold... Ephesians 1:26-27

-Originally written October 25, 2005

STILL I RISE

Excerpts from STILL I RISE

...You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise...

-MAYA ANGELOU



REFLECTIONS: Do not judge or ever partake in committing evil or purposely causing pain to anyone if you have only allow yourself to hear a one sided story... There is ALWAYS two sides to a story. Unfortunately there is usually a side that is left unheard. The verdict gets read, the sentence gets passed, the damage is done and the pain everlasting.
Is sad but true...

-Originally written December 20, 2005